Last Day of Term but first day of October

Yeeeess, finally it is the last day of term! & i so cant wait for the holidays to begin my plans? beach, chillen with my friends, port mac etc. I am so over school and its so great i have only today to put up with it and then 2 weeks of relaxing. My sister finishes year 12 today! i never thought this day would come so quick, i am really excited for her! I just cant believe after today all she has is the HSIE and then she is finished at St Paul's. Also since today the year 12's finish we have the mass, and saying good bye which means today will also be pretty cruisey. I am currently really push on time writing this as i am getting a lift and they will be here any minute :S.

Its the first day of October too! wow this year has gone unbelivebly quick!.

i cant feel my mouth

so this afternoon i went to the dentist to get a filling, oath it was the weirdest experience ever. it didnt really hurt as they numbed my moulth. even now and hour and a half later my mouth is still numb i cant feel the whole left side, my teeth, lips, tounge, and gums. So yeah i thought i would share my numbing experience with you all. it is weird lets put it that way!

the past

the other day i read something, something that happen a long time ago now but it really got me down. Just the situation and feelings surrounded around what happened. and no, i am not puting names to the situation. Then i thought why am i getting so upset about something a cant change? and then it hit me, why i get so upset is because i cant change it, i cant make things right, i cant improve what happens but all i can do is try, try my best and strive each day to become a person i'd inspire to be. Then it hit me again how much i hate change. man! change can suck at times although change can be good- like growth is change and i have grown into who i am today etc. Though change can be bad as a said, people change into people they said they would never be, people change in general, friendships change, major life changes occur that impact you emotionally and physically, change can cause heartbreak, tears and confusion. After all these thoughts i thought well this the past right? i have got to focus on the future. What good is it to freak out, or get upset about something you have no control over anymore. All i can do is live in the moment, talk way to much, laugh way to constantly, smile every minute, sing way to loud, dance like a fool, make lifetime memories with my bestfriends, love my family and have fun because life is way to short and we do have to make the best of it. So that will be the last time i will waste my tears on something i cant change..... okay maybe for a while.

Boom Boom Clap*

Yeah thats right my blog title does happen to be Miley Cyrus *cringe* haha okay i admit shes not that bad but i am not much of a fan. Butt farrr out that song (Hoe Down throwdown or whatever.. lol) has been in my head since Monday afternoon when my friend was singing it so we all dicided to join in. Honestly it is driving me isane.

Anyways 4 days till my birthday! not counting or nothing. You wouldnt believe how bad i am at making decisions i can never decide, like where i want to go for my bday? help!?.


Oh oh, funny story. Last night at work i answered the phone and i ask the person who was ordering what their name was, thinking they said pardon i repeated myself and politely say 'your name', once again thinking they said pardon i repeat myself, going for the third time i think they said pardon so i am kinda thinking 'gee listen' haha and i was like what name would you like your order under. and finally they ask if it was for last name or first name? - fist name i replied' and they say HARDEN. turns out they were saying harden the whole time- Yes i did feel heaps stupid :S. pretty funny though still laughing about it now as i write. HAAAAAHAHHAHAAH. :)


I shall wrap this up short and sweet as i am getting no where, but i suppose thats what blogs are right? But yeah.. In regards to today i had one of the best days. I did my hsie test and felt alright with that and i also got my skateboard results back for visual design and got 69 out of 70- which i was very happy about. Anyways sorry for the lame blog post- i hope my HARDEN experience at least made you laugh.

Another Sunday Afternoon

So its Sunday which means school tomorrow which evidently means Geography test- freaking out much? yeep sure am. I am trying and trying to study and write notes but i keep getting side tracked like atm i am writing this blog and talking to my friend Danielli. I am getting no where and the day is slowly but surely coming closer to the end. I cant seem to concentrate and as bad as it sounds i dont really care- i have never been big on geography. Today is such a lovely day to the sun is shining and the sky is bright blue. Although i am cooped up in my little room on this box. I think i shall take the dog for a walk or something to clear my mind and soak up the spring sun. Tomorrow marks the count down for my birthday. Today it is eight days tomorrow it will be 7. Amoungst it all i'm not really excited for the date but i am more or less excited coz my brother is coming down and i havent seen in what feels like a life time. But yeah, i am thinking i shall go and crack into my study coz knowing me it wont get done otherwise.