the past

the other day i read something, something that happen a long time ago now but it really got me down. Just the situation and feelings surrounded around what happened. and no, i am not puting names to the situation. Then i thought why am i getting so upset about something a cant change? and then it hit me, why i get so upset is because i cant change it, i cant make things right, i cant improve what happens but all i can do is try, try my best and strive each day to become a person i'd inspire to be. Then it hit me again how much i hate change. man! change can suck at times although change can be good- like growth is change and i have grown into who i am today etc. Though change can be bad as a said, people change into people they said they would never be, people change in general, friendships change, major life changes occur that impact you emotionally and physically, change can cause heartbreak, tears and confusion. After all these thoughts i thought well this the past right? i have got to focus on the future. What good is it to freak out, or get upset about something you have no control over anymore. All i can do is live in the moment, talk way to much, laugh way to constantly, smile every minute, sing way to loud, dance like a fool, make lifetime memories with my bestfriends, love my family and have fun because life is way to short and we do have to make the best of it. So that will be the last time i will waste my tears on something i cant change..... okay maybe for a while.