Monday, November 30, 2009

to my dear bestfriend jess

(to dear jess, hopee you read this).

I thought about you today, it brought me to tearswhen i relised how much i missed you. my amazing bestfriend. Its your formal tonight and you are gonna look beautiful, drop dead gorgeous, and i am sorry and so disapointed i miss seeing you get your photos. Lately ive felt like i havent been there enough, you've help pull me through some tough times, times when i was at rock bottom and you've had me in endless smiles and laughing until my stomach hurts.
Your the one person i can say i honestly trust, with everything, with all. Your an amazing girl inside and out and i would be lost without you.
I wanted to ring you tonight and vent this all to you, but you'll be dancing the night away and creating endless memories.
we need a day, a sleepover, a little holiday trip, a dance off, an adventure, a movie night: or all of these thing because i miss you, so much. And it feels like a million years since i had a proper conversation with you or saw you for that matter..
Im in tears writing this, cause i feel like somethings are changing and i hate not having my daily chats or spending my day consumed of laughter with you. Or making up silly dances and having endless rambles and dnms.
Jess Thomo, pretty much 'bestfriend' sums it up :).

oh i never got any messages about gundy :S funnyly enough and i had credit then, now i dont.. :( when i get credit expect a text okay!

ILY :) x

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